Wednesday, December 28, 2011

A little revelation...

2011 has proven to be a year full of ups and downs. Of joy, of sorrow, of pain, of hope. It started out pretty normal and then it started to spiral downwards. My Dad was sick, hospitalized, diagnosed as having end-stage lung cancer and fought with all his might and strength before he succumbed to it only 50 days after knowing. How it had affected us? In a million heartbreaking ways that you couldn't possibly imagine. It hurts to even put it down in words, the heart still pains from the memory of the heartwrenching 50 days. Three months have passed, and I still have tears in my eyes whenever I thought of my beloved Dad. The pain is still so raw. The heart bleeds, bleeds, bleeds.

Namun, akur dan pasrah dengan ketentuanNya. Semuanya sudah tersurat di Luh Mahfuz. Ini takdir Allah. Jika Dia mengkehendaki sesuatu, maka jadilah. Kun Faya Kun. Hanya doa yang dapat dikirim, moga Allah memberi rahmah dan kasih sayangNya. Sesungguhnya, Dia lebih tahu.

I love you for always, Dad. You have never, ever let me down. So lucky for the 36 years that Allah had given me you.

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6 comments:

MommyCT said...

Salam takziah. Semoga Allah menempatkan rohnya di AlJannah bersama-sama orang yg beriman.

Anonymous said...

Moga Allah mencucuri rahmatNya dan menggolongkan ayahandamu dalam kalangan orang yang beriman, Ameeeen...

-your silent reader-

zarin said...

sama samalah kita berdoa untuk mereka yg telah pergi..moga roh mereka di tempat kan di kalangan orang2 yg beriman. aaamin

Zareene Saifuddin said...

takziah kak wi.. semoga Allah mencucuri rahmatNya dan menggolongkan roh allahyarham di kalangan orang-orang yang beriman. Ameen...

Melissa said...

HUGS.
Arwah was a great soul. He was still laughing and joking with my dad when my dad visited him at the hospital although he was unwell.
Allah knows best, sis. Al-Fatihah. :)

SD2LIPIDBIOREJUV said...

*hugs*

ermayum

OF LOVE. OF LIFE. OF US

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